Doing
Doing so many things, there are hardly enough moments to pause with cup of tea and post and read my favorite blogs. To sum things up for the past few days:
* Painted my studio blue this weekend, and rearranged furniture. Today Bean stepped in the drying paint tray and then onto the hardwood floor. “Uh [...]
When being Mommy will no longer be enough to keep him safe
He sat up tonight in bed, after I’d tucked him in and he was breathing steadily and I’d gone next door to my studio, and yelled, “Mommy, mommy, come in here!”
And when I did, he said, “An alligator is trying to come in here.”
His eyes were wide in the dark.
Now comes the hard [...]
Intention
Time to return to the things that matter. To wake up bumble-headed and still trialing the wild ponies of dreams, pour tea, and write. To show up, because this is what I want to do with my life. Even when showing up means having a staring contest with the page, while the birds sing jubulently [...]
“Look where I pooped,” he said.
So, apparently, while I was away on my glorious weekend adventure, Bean and DH had a great deal of fun wielding hammers, hauling measuring tapes, and in general, doing boy things. DH reports that at one point he was doing something in another room and he heard the back screen door open and shortly there [...]
Such goodness
The windows are still open at ten thirty, and the air is warm and soft. Finally the spring peepers have arrived, and on our way back from clay class tonight, DH brought the car to a slow crawl as we drove past the boggy swamp at the edge of our road, where their treble chorus [...]
Giddy
Soaking up sun. We walk, his little hand in my big one. A constant narrative tumbling off his tongue like the little stream we stop to wade through in the field. No clouds, all day. And I can’t keep from smiling because I’m off to see Lizardek and Blue Poppy. Certain delight.
Soaking up sunshine
It felt like spring today, for the first time. The mercury climbed to the upper fifties, and the sky, this afternoon, looked like heaven’s housewife had hung all her downy comforters out to be tossed by a mischievous wind. The sun shone down with real heat.
I came home from work, threw on my black [...]
Life is happening right now
He told me he loved me, for the first time, yesterday. Driving home on our washboard bumpy dirt road, spread thick with mud like peanut butter on an open faced sandwich, he said, “I yuv you mommy.â€
I said, “What?†Not really listening, caught up in the replay of a Teri Gross interview with the [...]
Grin.
Mail.
The small envelope arrived. With it a thousand other possibilities, and certain (if not temporary) heartache.
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